Sunday, May 22, 2005

sighting

saw u over the weekend, brought back a lot of old memories. the questions from you seemed rushed, as if you had only 2 mins to complete a novel. strange............

day in and day out i think about the mistakes. the would haves, could haves shape my thoughts. i realize that this is self destructive and for the sake of mental health i should move on. my reality..... is not linear shaped, i keep coming back to moments that ive lived already. arguments, finances, procrastination; the same situations reappear as if they were newly created. day to day activies are like walking a familiar path in a fog, you know the twist and truss you just dont seem them till its almost too late. wants and needs are found to be unimportant..................

strange, you didnt look any different.

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