Falling in to a mind trap

if i offered you something, it could be anything. lets say................. a different car, not new but different. Same year, different make and model. would you immediately take it? now you would loss you old one, it would be an equal exchange.

lets make it alittle more interesting, lets say you have been having problems with this car. nothing major in your eyes but everyone says that its about time for something new. now before you isnt something new.....its something different. and its sure to have its own set of problems. so the question remains do you take it or do you try and work out the problems that your currently having. if you think that it would depend on the problems that your having, think of it like this........how serious do the problems have to be? hard starting, rough running, or would it have to be the traumatic "click" when the key was turned? would it take a wreck or two, so that now the body is not quite perfect.

now apply this to a relationship. how long do you hold on to a dead relationship? do you stay until it completely has come to the point where the sight of the other person just makes you tired. or is it after that first serious argument when you really find out what the other person thinks?

its a mind trap, if you stay you may end up just falling deeper into something that you know isnt going to work. if you leave youll be by yourself and have to start that whole process all over again.

i talked to you again, and the more i talk to you the deeper i get pulled into your ever changing reality. today (within our conversation) you let me know that you have no idea who you are. which is actually cool, at least you know that your in search of you. hell, ill be there to help you look if need be. the problem is that during this search your grasping for the wrong things. your looking for comfort in people and things that will never give you comfort nor even offer it. your wants and desires are becoming your downfall, dragging down as you carry them from place to place. not knowing that they dont have to define you. your looking for the revolution in hopes that you can change the world, but in the mean time you cant find the time to just be you. you trying to be that person that everyone needs and eventually youll loss track you the real you. Every time i see you now i want to sit you down, and make you look at what everyone wants and what it is that you really need. hopefully this will show you that they are not always one in the same. you want so much to be an individual, but you go from group to group then absorbing their identity. i just want you to walk alone for alittle while, im sure that during this walk you find what your looking for.

i guess these might be rants of an isolated mind....................