work

i step before you
naked
my soul exposed
for all to see.

you gaze at me
remark about the pureness of the
light

you pause
then look closer
and ask
about that
blimish.

its something

from long ago

that keeps returning
im working on it,

but its deep.

its not easy to

remove something like

that.
i need help

i look in your eyes
and see the change
as it takes place

its old, it happened so

long ago

should it matter that its there?

the change continues

im trying to work it out

i just need alittle help.

but should it matter,

that one little spot?

when i first
came before u
u tried to quiet my
fears
you told me
the beauty of
my soul would remove any
doubts.

as you walk away
i realize its not my
soul
that needs help
its yours

drifting

it seems like im drifting thru life.... no direction.....focused, but on everything and nothing......
i like school but when i look toward the future i cant see..... i know what i want to do but i dont think i can survive doing it, ya know? so im at the place where i have that decision......do i start over and try to do something that will make money or do i continue on the path that will make me happy?
maybe im looking to deep into it......maybe i should just let things happen, keep things pointed in the right direction and hope for the best.
hmmmmm.....

where

lost contact......

missing those interactions........

they were brief but deep........

u said that you needed them......

but i think that i needed them more.

keep your head up